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By Alyce Wilson

September 7, 2003 - Inner Bliss

I spent yesterday with a host of old friends at, of all things, an Otakon meeting. I spent so much time laughing that I felt as if I couldn't laugh any more.

I've been smiling so much lately that it hurts.

It made me think of this poem I wrote a few years back.

The Yogi: Inside We Are Bliss

"Seven things of which you never get too much: bread offered in kindness, meat of lamb, cool water, soft garments, beautiful fragrance, a comfortable bed, and the view of everything that is beautiful." — Arab proverb

Soon, or sooner, you'll walk
beneath globes of streetlight in
cerulean sky and see      yes
too much       Too much of the elegant
alder     Too much of filtrous steam    too much
of gold and violet               Too much of sepia
leg muscle   leaf light
too much crisp blue in the air
or ochre or lemon            Too much
shadow           soft-grain wood
filamental antennae            amber          hair
or sun

The white light
fills your body. Inhale your tension and
release.

Filters of steam     exhaled breath
too large a circle of heat     too much
cloudsong    too much ginger
and lilac    too much spearmint and
gingko leaf

Merge more deeply into
"so hum." The light fills your stomach
radiates through your legs, your abdomen,
your chest, your arms, your head.

And there will be halos of pines
and silky skin whooshes   and succulent
sweetbreads   and young oaks
too much of beauty surrounding your
gold cloud head. Until no longer can you
exist, and you must either
inhale all this light or suffer

nothing.

 

                        - circa 1999

Moral:
There's no such thing as laughing too much.

Copyright 1999-2003 by Alyce Wilson

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