The weather
has been warm for a couple weeks now, and Una and I hadn't seen him on
our walks. I was concerned. His wife was out mowing the lawn yesterday,
and he wasn't anywhere to be seen. I wondered if something happened to
him.
Today I
found out. His wife was outside again, sweeping cut grass from the street.
She was compact, as well, and looked so much like her husband she could
have been his female twin. Her white hair, though, was longer, fluffing
in wisps around her head.
I called
out, "More yard work?" And she came over and talked to me for
a long time, about everything under the sun.
Her name
is Mary. When I told her my name was Alyce she said, "Oh, Alice in
Wonderland!"
Mary was
telling me about everyone in the neighborhood, and about how her husband
is in a nursing home now because of dementia. I told her I was sorry and
I hoped he was okay.
She also
told me that he hadn't retired until age 80, and between age 80 and 88,
he gambled away $72,000! Mary said that he didn't have an accent; his
speech was slurred from falling down the stairs.
I was right,
though, they are Italian. She was telling me that all of her grandchildren
are half-Irish. She calls them "Halfies." I guess that I would
be a "Quartie" or an "Eighthie," depending on which
nationality you're talking about. She was complaining that none of her
descendants know how to cook Italian food the way she does. She gave me
her recipe for ravioli. I immediately forgot it.
Mary still
had her broom, and she leaned on it and dropped her voice to a whisper
whenever she said something bad about anybody. She told me that her next-door
neighbors, hippie types who often blare Bob Dylan, have 10 cats and that
the house smells like cat pee and she can't leave anything on her front
porch or the cats will get it. Although she's called the board of health,
nothing is ever done about it. She's going to go to the borough hall and
try to get something done.
The neighborhood
has undergone a lot of changes since Mary moved in 53 years ago. When
I told her I wasn't from around here, she asked if I was from North Philly.
For some reason, when you tell Philadelphians you're not from here, they
think you just mean you're not from the neighborhood. And I'm not sure
what type of ethnicities (besides African American) live in North Philly,
but I guess I have an air of the stranger mixed with the air of the familiar.
It would have taken far too long to explain that my family did come from
Philadelphia, but that was more than 100 years ago and they were Quaker
farmers and none of us had lived there since, until me.
I mentioned
that I liked "this place" because it was so friendly. She assumed,
immediately, I meant the neighborhood, again, and she said, "Oh,
it wasn't always that way. When I moved in it was all Germans." She
gave me a significant look. I guess I was supposed to know that Germans
are standoffish. And while it's true that my home town was filled with
people of Germanic descent and they were pretty tightlipped, I don't know
if I can generalize. Because you see, I'm a "Quartie" when it
comes to German (yes, and a "Quartie" when it comes to Scotch-Irish,
too).
"But
they kept their houses clean," she said, still referring to the Germans.
Then she started complaining about her Irish and African American neighbors.
First she was talking about how this one kid had all black friends and
how they stole things from his mom. I said it wasn't related to their
skin color but more related to being young and rebellious. I told her
about my brother's friend, who was white, and who later snuck into the
house and stole my mother's car.
She was
telling me that three people on her street got cancer and how awhile back,
they were checking soil in the neighborhood for contamination. Some of
the houses had to be torn down and the soil cleansed. New houses were
then built. This was something I didn't know. Mary told me she'd once
grown a really large squash in her front yard and one of her grandsons
joked it was because of the soil, so she wouldn't eat it.
Pointing
to the houses around her, she told me which elderly neighbors were still
there. She was listing all of their names. Her finger stopped on a brick
double, where an African American woman and her daughter were on the porch.
I like passing them because the little girl always says, "Doggie!"
in an excited voice when I pass.
Mary dropped
her voice to a whisper and said, "They always get the houses really
cheap. Why is it that some people get a break and others don't?"
Then she described how "they" were the only people moving in
any more and how you could see "them" driving around in their
cars whenever the "for sale" signs went up. I wanted to tell
her that I've been friends with and dated virtually every ethnicity, and
I'm a "Quartie" or an "Eighthie" of just about all
of Europe, including a "Quartie" Polish. I wanted to tell her
I like about this neighborhood's diversity; it's one of the reasons I
feel so comfortable here. But I chickened out.
I have this
image of her gardening in her small yard for 53 years, disapproving of
everything that changed. She takes care of her little corner, she said.
She likes to plant things in her back yard. Her sons used to help her
paint the stucco mint green every year until they moved away, and she
was only able to do the porch by herself. I told her it looked good.
She kept
going and going, her speech an everlasting pattern, like a stream rushing
over me. And I was a stick stuck in the stream bottom, fighting to get
loose. Mary seemed to need to talk to somebody. She told me that friends
used to ask her to dinner with them but she never went because she liked
her own food better. "They don't ask me anymore," she said.
I wanted
to get going, because I had things I wanted to accomplish today, but I
felt guilty pulling away. Una had grown bored and was eating grass. "She
must be hungry. Does she eat in the mornings?" Mary asked.
"Yes,
she eats when I get home from my walk," I said, which was the truth.
"I better get going so I can feed her."
"Nice
meeting you, Alice in Wonderland," she called cheerily with a giggle
as Una and I walked away.
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